I was feeling antsy and needing to climb out on the roof and get some fresh air. My room was at the top of the two story house and you could climb out the window and sit on the roof. Fortunately that side of the house had a great view of the sky and since we lived out in the country about 70 miles away the stars would shine so clearly along with plenty of milk in the Milkyway to gaze endlessly at. You could sense the immensity of the galaxy and how tiny you feel in relation to it all. What we know and more importantly what we don’t know keeps feeding the curiosity and the inner angst to search for answers as if they are “out there” somewhere.
This particular night the need for some quiet contemplation time was greater than usual. It’s like an old friend that can cheer you up when you are down or melancholy. It does this, this openess and endless quiet. Though there may be noises from nature they somehow aren’t noises but the sounds you need to hear in order to relax in to and experience peace, belonging, acceptance and in this evening, hope. I was having girlfriend problems.
I had spent 12 hours involved in a discussion group on what actions we needed to take as a group and creators of a campaign to stop chemtrails. It seemed like forever listening to speaker after speaker pontificate the evils of the cabal and their sinister plans to enslave humanity like the late great president John F Kennedy spoke about. Which later became his demise from the secret assassins within this evil cabal who put a few bullets in his head. All the while members of government secretly knew and conspired together with members of the killing machine to allow it to happen without hitch. This well funded group of Satanic world domination and wealth grabbing people are well organized and have sowed up positions throughout government and the agencies related to it. That’s why a president of the CDC can become the Acting CEO of the pharmaceutical industry overnight. Or the FDA can become the leader of Monsanto. What are they thinking anyways?
You ever notice you don’t hear about organized crime. Why do you think that is? it’s because all the gangsters hold high positions in law enforcement, the halls of justice and even the legislation. Now they change the laws and flaunt common sense to give huge corporations tax breaks, patents on life forms and immunity to crimes against humanity. Bill Gates himself is responsible for 47,000 plus deaths of children due to vaccinations. Bill Gates also has bought in to and donated countless millions into Monsanto and hopes to, with Monsanto to corner the market on food. While making it illegal to eat any other food or grow your own.
They have begun to implant RFID chips secretly in populations without them knowing. They have made the chips undetectable. These chips will give them total spying power on all you do and say since they can follow you through GPS where you go and what you do. With your phones and secret spy programs built in to the software they can learn all your websites and social communications at the simple review request. Warning. Don’t get heard or they will focus their attention on you. Virtually every statement that has conspiracy messages in them are quickly, via robots transmitted to people from homeland security to be researched more and decisions made as to whether you have become a threat to the security of the Corporate United States with it’s evil Lord the FED ready to send out hit squads or extortion specialists to ruin your life and enslave you to work for them for the rest of your life. Sanctioned by the good ole US of A.
Back to the roof now. The crickets are playing their violins and a few birds are still sounding their goodnight songs and cuddling coo coos with their young. The breeze is cool on the face and stimulates the hairs on the arms while the mind soars past it to the experience of open Ah. Wolves howl out as if to request a hearing from others who may relate to the feeling vibrations of their eery crooning. Even the animals pray at night it seems. Before we settle down to the land of dreams we organize our minds into the mystery and wonder of it all. We shall see what our dreams are soon.
It is much like the process of dying. Many people that have survived death and return to this world speak of a tunnel and the light that pulls you through while relatives dead and gone meet you at the other side and welcome you, hopefully with love and acceptance, but you never know. There might be some inner changes and recognition that need to happen with people who may have lived a life never having known of true loving and caring feelings. Sure it seems all people will nurture their young and hope the best for them but having read enough stories of ruined lives that I’ll restate it that not all people connect with love and acceptance but rather spite and loathing for anything good. At some point in their lives while young in most cases they met with evil, actions of violence and hate and destructive ridicule. You get too many doses of that and you won’t come out of it unscathed. Rather scars are things that follow a person throughout the rest of their lives where their own energy in defensiveness and fear along with projected resentment cause a reproducing of the very same thing over and over again. From victim to persecutor. We can feel sorry for them for to have their lives ruined while they were innocent and full of potential is regrettable and down heartening. Such is our world as it is right now. We’ve come a long ways baby! It actually has gone from bad to worse. Nowadays the sense feeling of the world is that there is a sinister plot to enslave all humanity and reduce the dignity of the basic human rights to squalor and deprivation and fear. If you want to follow the rabbit hole of research and get the details of whats going on in this world, not the watered down story presented by the deceiver criminals of the media who have been bought off by the filthy rich who want to keep hidden their secret plans. They are mean lords of power and threaten not only all a person owns but their very life if they don’t follow orders like a good soldier. Taskmasters that pay the poor to carry out their devilish plans painted with words of doing good for humanity. All lies.
I saw a meteor streak across the sky but slower than usual and it was large enough that you could see flames trailing behind it along with debris quickly burning and dissipating away. Though it was getting pretty dark by this point you could see that there was a cloud trail behind the meteor. My mind instantly realized that this was not your ordinary run of the mill meteor but one of extraordinary memory for a lifetime producing. It didn’t appear to hit the ground but I wondered because of it’s size, you’d think it wouldn’t all burn up before hitting the Earth. Then again it seemed like it may have been 600 miles away, far enough to not be able to see or hear it if it did strike the Earth. Well this was a great night to have come out and witnessed such a spectacle. Beautiful though terrifying at the same time. Knowing that if something like this can enter our atmosphere without obstruction what keeps this from happening again and us not being as lucky as to have it miss the Earth or burn up?
I stayed up for a while longer and saw a few little meteors and enjoyed the night air but I had received the needed boost of awe that night and so went back in to my room to get in bed and go to sleep. Wow, I couldn’t sleep, my mind was racing. I looked out the window again as if maybe I would see another meteor. I could see about a mile down the road along the freeway flashing lights of cops and emergency vehicles in a convoy heading out of town. I’d say there was twenty cars including fire engines, ambulances and cop cars before and behind the train of vehicles. They were speeding that’s for sure. My mind wondered for a second in a blank wondering of “, huh, I wonder where they are going? Maybe an accident or forest fire. No maybe an accident where they might need the fire crew too to pry open a door with people trapped. I send a quick uttered thought from my lips to hope things will be ok.
Now with the huge meteor event and then the emergency mystery my mind state had changed from wow and wonder to concern and rising curiosity yet not quite knowing anything yet. I jumped on the bed and turned on the radio to comfort and ease the intense focus on “what the hell is going on” mode, The radio DJ was talking about screaming and people running for the lives out of the city that was about 250 miles away. OMG! That’s right where I saw the meteor going. It did hit the ground! Oh Myyyy Goooooooood!!!! I leaped out of bed and flung open the door to the hall way to all the other rooms in the house and yelled TURN ON THE RADIO! Something huge has happened. There’s panic and catastrophe! (my inner quick thought stammered on the thought of why would I use that word?) I barged in the door of my parents bedroom and I quickly knew that probably wasn’t the best time to barge in but they nevertheless acted like nothing was going on and was paying attention as to what I wanted and was so excited about. I started blurting out short quips of thoughts, “I saw a meteor, it was huge and it crashed into a city and people are running for the lives, maybe aliens I don’t know, you’ve gotta turn on the radio quick.”. Dad said ok slow down son, tell us again what happened.” “No just turn on the radio a retorted back. You can hear about it. It’s big it’s like nothing like this has ever happened.” So dad quickly turned on the radio and the announcer was saying something like the event at the space memorium and was playing their view of the solar system in hologram this evening for the late show. The announcer went on about the show and how NASA was presenting the show to help people realize how big our universe is and wonderous etc etc etc. By this time dad is looking at me like I was crazy and that I misunderstood the announcer and if I would have listened farther I would have realized it was just something about the show. “No dad, I saw the fire engines and police heading out of town fast.” “Oh son, come on. They were in town today for a drill and probably were just going back to their town.” ” I don’t know dad. I think something happened.” “OK son, well go back to your room and listen some more and see if you find out anything.”
So disgruntled and peeved at their lack of belief or interest in what I was saying I returned to my bedroom. Totally invalidated and I thought I even saw a smirk and his condescending tone of Oh son, yeah right ok yeah ok son well uh go back to bed. OMG dad I swear I saw the biggest meteor ever. Ok son I believe ya but there’s nothing we can do about it now so we will wait and see. OK that made a little more sense and so I raced back to the room and then realized dad was listening to the wrong channel. So I turned it up and listened to more about the people claiming to have seen a flash of light and then a boom followed by an Earthquake which violently shook buildings to the ground or threw everything in houses onto the floor. It was total mayhem. The people also were claiming that there were thousands of flaming balls the size of golf balls falling everywhere. Everything was catching on fire and people that were hit by the flaming balls would either die or be seriously wounded. The outpouring from the city was in the tens of thousands. it was a traffic jam of stalled traffic with horns blaring as if that is going to help. “Get out of the way to dumb effin stupid a hole!” People shooting people in road rage mixed with desperation and fear. While some street people and poor people are looting the houses left behind scoring on some pretty good deals on appliances and goods. Hell there was no cops in sight. Anything goes in these emergency chaos type situations.
So I run back to my parents room and this time I knock and tell him to turn to the right channel on the radio, please. I’m serious dad. I think it would be in our best interests cause I’m scared. OK dad? “Yeah ok I will”, he said with a reluctant and disgusted tone. Oh well that’s the best I can do with the parental units. Off to my bedroom for more research. I decide to text a few friends.
Then it came to me while waiting for a response that I should call the radio station and TV station and tell them I saw the meteor. I could get the credit for having spotted it. With renewed purpose and conviction I called the radio first. They answer and I clearly stream out my experience “I was the first to see it. Blah Blah Blah etc” The lady stops me in mid sentence and says, “You along with thousands of others, thankyou and we are too busy right now. Bye.” “Crap”, i think to myself. That took some wind out of my sails. But then I see that my phone is lit up with ten texts with all my friends wanting to know more since they had all been asleep and knew nothing. Alright! I’m back in the drivers seat as THE source of the best information anyone looking for a little attention could want.